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A Year Without Seeing

You got mad when I decided to lie down in the middle of the street to take this picture.

Church retreat. I didn't know this would be the very last one I would attend

Lets go back. Let me be a kid again. Stop the pain. Dance around.

New camera. Lots of pictures.

You broke your promise. You never came to see him. I'm still mad.

These use to be my favorite pants. You never liked the melon color.

I was to wrapped up in being a kid that I never noticed the pain i would suffer later.

All but two of these people refuse to talk to me because of who I am today.

I was wearing a dress and in the Winter musical. Two things you never thought would happen.

You never knew about him.

I got beat up on this bus. When I came home with a cut lip, black eye, and broken braces there wasn't anyone to talk to anymore.

I cried myself to sleep every night for months

I engaged myself in the magical worlds of the happy people of my books.

I went to the prom.

Kelsey and I had a blast.

First time that I danced in front of people. And I actually had fun.

I got asked to be in a poetry through art summer class.

I took the advantage of the neat placed we went to to capture the art.

We moved to a new church.

More people. More kids. More youth. No more memories.

I spent the rest of my summer with my head in memories, while I walked around downtown.

I was on a one way stop to destruction. I was slowly losing my self.

These people literally saved my life.

They support me.

They care about me.

I was the Tee-ball photographer.

The kids smiled. I got over 200 action shots. And everyone got a turn at batting.

I joined New Generation singers. I've never been more excited to sing again.

I cut my hair short. Dyed it a FIRE RED. I tried to burn you away.

One more Birthday missed.

I learned to except the fact that you are gone. Found myself instead

This is Kelsey. I don't know what I would do with out her.

My band photos got promoted.

A few were even considered as album covers.

I had to try out this year. I made it. And I still can't dive.

This is me. Talk to me now and I'm not the same as I was a year ago, but it's not a full year yet. Give me a few more weeks, I'm sure I'll change some more by then.

COMMENTS
Pattymaryclare said at 4:57 p.m. on Dec 29, 2007:
i understand all you say here and why you viewed this...as you understand Halleleujah-The Hard Way...(the photo is a VERY very distorted photoshop'ed painting I did long ago entitled 'expressionist woman'. Thank you for visiting and may we both find our joyful halleuleujahs as you've portrayed here, as we travel along. I applaud this brave tabblo! 'help ever hurt never' pmc
Keeli said at 10:49 a.m. on Dec 30, 2007:
There is so much here in your tabblo. You have been through allot of pain. You have also found that you can make a path to your own happiness. The road you have traveled has unlocked the artist in you. I look forward to seeing where you journey to from here.
Candlepower said at 1:36 p.m. on Dec 30, 2007:
You are brave. You will be OK!
Bo_bo_92 said at 11:59 p.m. on Dec 30, 2007:
Its like you've known me forever the rode of my life was harder than ever expected. But in many ways I wouldn't be who i am today if I didn't lose a part of me. Thank you so much.
Banafsheh said at 8:51 a.m. on Jan 1, 2008:
All of this will make you a stronger person . The fact that you are facing it and not running away from it ,that by itself is very important. You'll have the world ,dont worry. Stay strong and aware.
Chiloedream said at 8:36 a.m. on Jan 2, 2008:
Merci pour ce beau tabblo, bonne année
Leftofcenter said at 9:31 a.m. on Jan 13, 2008:
very moving, "life is a rollercoaster" expressed so beautifully and originally in cool lil' photos, you are an artist, you'll be fine, just get it out of your system, peace :)
Bo_bo_92 said at 4:56 p.m. on May 13, 2008:
Thank you for the strong support
21-gramm said at 7:08 p.m. on May 13, 2008:
to be in full view! great!
Pkeener said at 12:26 a.m. on Jul 15, 2008:
honest open brave wonderful compassion fear love. just a few words that come to mind while viewing this special special tabblo. just beautiful, Bo
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